Every line is about who I don't wanna write about anymore

blue_carolina @ 2004-09-20T21:34:00

2004-09-21T01:34:53Z

new journal

_ninetyseven_

blue_carolina @ 2004-09-17T11:22:00

2004-09-17T15:22:35Z

fuck hurricane ivan.

this is going to be a very interesting drive.

blue_carolina @ 2004-09-17T08:36:00

2004-09-17T12:38:02Z

I feel really bad for sheila.
i hope everything is alright.
I hope keith is alright.

anyway- i'm leaving for nashville whenever Mike picks me up from work.

Its going to be a LONG drive
and we're the only assholes driving south this weekend.
haha

YAY MATT!
<3

blue_carolina @ 2004-09-16T20:24:00

2004-09-17T00:24:18Z

we leave tomorrow.

get ready,sucks.

blue_carolina @ 2004-09-15T18:21:00

2004-09-15T22:21:41Z

Problem fixed.

blue_carolina @ 2004-09-14T17:53:00

2004-09-14T21:53:33Z

we may have a problem.

dear family,

2004-09-14T14:30:48Z

i don't like most of you. I really hate some of you. But if your health could stop sucking that would be awesome.
stop getting cancer jesus this isn't a contest of who can get the worst cancer.

yeah,i can't wait till its my turn! woo!!

love,
heather.

NASHVILLE

2004-09-13T16:38:10Z

Hotel info and car info for nashville:

Hotel for two nights : 1407 Division Street, Nashville, Tennessee, United States, 37203
its going to be about 34 a person for the whole weekend. or cheaper if julia and her friend pitch in.

Car: we had to get a regular size car because, A. it's cheaper and B. its cheaper.
that will be 26 for the whole weekend if you could chip in for Gas that would be great if you can't its cool.

with that alone its 60 bucks a person for everything. thats not including if you guys want to eat outside of stuff we bring.
ROb and i are going to get stuff to eat on the road..but i'd imagine we're going to want to drink and stuff...

i tried to get a cheaper hotel but really this close to the date it's hard.

dear nashville,

2004-09-10T20:55:08Z

i think we're going to have a wonderful weekend.

love,
heather.

Nashville here we come..

2004-09-10T14:47:56Z

Mike-jo(h)n-Jessie-rob-heather-

the hotel..

http://www.hotels.com/property.jsp?mtnHotelID=216114&page=info&numadults=4&numchildren=0&numrooms=1&CIDay=17&CIMonth=9&CIYear=2004&CODay=19&COMonth=9&COYear=2004&z_property=&gds=3&thisPageNumber=1&qKey=NE390371706731&roomTypeCode=002

that weekend is going to be amazing.

blue_carolina @ 2004-09-08T22:03:00

2004-09-09T02:03:58Z

You Know You're From Baltimore When...

Your car, no matter what year it is has only three hubcaps.

You a girl under 18 that has at least two chilren.

Anywhere you go in the city you can see the two Television Towers.

People give you a ten digit telephone number.

You know how to get anywhere on the MTA.

You can go 1 inch across the city line and know that you're out of the city.

You've ever gotten 6 peices of chicken for $1.99 that fit on one slice of bread.

Cops constantly pull your car over if you have an orange Maryland Tag.

You've know where every Red Light Camera is.

You've been to a church that is a reconditioned rowhouse

You ignore every No Turn On Red Sign

You've wondered where the Freeway between Franklin and Mulberry Street was supposed to go to.

You've been to the store to buy a 40, a pack of cigarettes, a roll of toilet paper and nothing else.

When the traffic light turns yellow you look over to the right for a red light camera.

You've made it through downtown in 5 minutes.

You still have SuperBowl 35 Flags on your car. Raven 34 Giants 7.

You have a car sound system but no car.

A trip to Washington DC includes a $13.00 Marc train Ticket.

You could be 20 feet away from somebody and they will walk in front of your moving car to cross the street.

The further away from the city you work, the better the pay is.

It is Bawl-mer or Ball-tee-more - not "Baltimore", depending on if you live north or south of Rt. 40.

You don't wash your clothes, you "warsh" them.

Forget the traffic rules you learned elsewhere, Baltimore has its own version of traffic rules.... "Hold on & pray."

There is no such thing as a dangerous high-speed chase in Baltimore ... we all drive like that.

All directions start with... "The Beltway...."....which has no beginning and no end.

The morning rush hour is from 6am to 11am, the evening rush hour is from 1pm to 7pm... Friday's rush hour starts Thursday morning.

If you actually stop at a yellow light you will be rear ended, cussed out, and possibly shot.

All unexplained sights are explained by the phrase "Oh, we're in GLIMBURNIE!"

If someone actually has their turn signal on it is probably a factory defect.

Car horns are actually "Road Rage" indicators.

All old ladies with blue hair and Buicks have the right of way. PERIOD

The minimum acceptable speed on the Beltway is 85mph, anything less is considered downright sissy.

If the humidity is 98+ and the temperature is 98+ it's May/June/July/August/September.

If it is 10 degrees, it is Orioles Opening Day.

If it is 110 degrees, it is opening day at Ravens Stadium.

If you go to a football game, pay the $75.00 to park in the "Ravens Lot." Parking elsewhere could cost up to $7500.00 for damages, towing fees, parking tickets, etc.

If some guy with a flag tries to get you to park in his yard during Preakness ... run over him! It's probably not his yard anyway.

HFStival is not only a yearly tradition but it is one of the biggest parties of the year

You understand that Old Bay is essential to have a good meal

Your entire high school senior class went to Ocean City for a senior week and it was the best week of your life

You can pronouce Havre de Grace

You understand that the Terps and the Ravens kick major ass

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from Baltimore.

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blue_carolina @ 2004-09-08T14:51:00

2004-09-08T18:52:01Z

paper cuts can suck my dick. <33

blue_carolina @ 2004-09-07T12:30:00

2004-09-07T16:30:45Z

aww mikes a daddy today <3333

i've been listening to the stooges all fucking day.

2004-09-05T22:16:48Z

wow.
this weekend has sucked.

robs out with his friends.
i'm sitting here.
if anyone wants to come to cockeysivlle and play with me..come.
because i'm going insane.

love,
heather.

blue_carolina @ 2004-08-31T20:02:00

2004-09-01T00:03:30Z

i know you all hate lyric posts..but if any of you care about how exactly i feel right now.. this is it :(

Snow can wait
I forgot my mittens
Wipe my nose
Get my new boots on
I get a little warm in my heart
When I think of winter
I put my hand in my father's glove

I run off where the DRIFTS GET DEEPER
Sleeping beauty trips me with a frown
I hear a voice
"You must learn to stand up for yourself
Cause I can't alyways be around"

He says when you gonna make up your mind
When you gonna love you as much as I do
When you gonna make up your mind
Cause things are gonna CHANGE so fast
All the white horses are still in bed
I tell you that I'll always want you near
You say that things change my dear

Boys get discovered as winter MELTS
Flowers competing for the sun
Years go by and I'm here still waiting
Withering where some snowman was
Mirror mirror where's the crystal palace
But I only can see myself
SKATING around the truth who I am
But I know dad the ice is getting thin

When you gonna make up your mind
When you gonna love you as much as I do
When you gonna make up your mind
Cause things are gonna CHANGE so fast
All the white horses are still in bed
I tell you that I'll always want you near
You say that things change my dear

Hair is grey and the fires are burning
So many dreams on the shelf
You say I wanted you to be PROUD of me
I always wanted that myself

When you gonna make up your mind
When you gonna love you as much as I do
When you gonna make up your mind
Cause things are gonna change so fast
All the WHITE HORSES have gone ahead
I tell you that I'll always want you near
You say that things change my dear

Never change

All the white horses

dear sheila,

2004-08-31T19:31:40Z

you are my hero!
thank you for saving my life for the 324234234234234 time.

dear god,

2004-08-31T04:19:30Z

PLEASE STOP TAKING GIANT SHITS ON ME.
THANKS!
HEATHER.

blue_carolina @ 2004-08-30T20:53:00

2004-08-31T00:53:25Z

jews for jesus.

HEY MIKE

2004-08-29T15:27:15Z

you were wrong!!!

it was a 50 dollar cd not 40 :(

blue_carolina @ 2004-08-28T23:31:00

2004-08-29T03:33:31Z

i feel completely empty sometimes with him and other times i feel like nothing else in the world matters.

gough: well youre elite...1% of the population

2004-08-27T15:20:04Z

So i went to the doctors and found out the following:

I have a underactive thyroid problem

The most common cause of hypothyroidism is Hashimoto's thyroiditis. In this condition, the body's immune system mistakenly attacks the thyroid gland.

Fatigue or lack of energy
Weight gain
Feeling cold
Dry skin and hair
Heavy menstrual periods
Constipation
Slowed thinking

and then i know most of you have seen my arms/sides

and you know what i'm talking about.. I FINALLY found out what the fuck it was after 3 years of having this :

Vitiligo
Vitiligo is a chronic (long term) skin disorder that affects about 1 percent of the world population and is characterised by the loss of skin colour, or pigment, from the skin causing the affected skin to become lighter than the skin surrounding it. Vitiligo affects people from all races and colours of skin, male and female, all age groups society groups and currently cannot be cured.
The condition is not infectious and cannot be spread or caught by coming into contact with sufferers. The condition causes the body's melanocytes to stop producing melanin (the body's natural pigment), which in turn causes the skin to lose its natural colour. so all you can stop worrying about getting my lizzard problem.

ANYWAY- she was just like "yeah..we can TOTALLY take care of your weight problem (not that i'm a huge monster beast or anything but NO MATTER WHA TI TRY my weight stays the same.

YEAH FOR BAD HEALTH!

blue_carolina @ 2004-08-25T21:57:00

2004-08-26T01:59:17Z

can i just add that i love hanging out with Mike wilson more than anyone else in the entire world.

who else can i feel completely happy with just sitting here on the computer while he plays video games and have the most random stupid talks with.

i love this child. Hes seriously one of the greatest friends i've ever had. and you should all want to know him.

yep.

BYE

2004-08-24T15:50:43Z

Deleting my journal.

blue_carolina @ 2004-08-23T16:15:00

2004-08-23T20:16:18Z

holy crap julia that was SO many posts!!!

i love you.

blue_carolina @ 2004-08-21T17:33:00

2004-08-21T21:34:38Z

i'm very happy right now.

hopefully i'll have a relaxing night.

Casey- thank you so much for fun times yesterday. even if i was a little sleepy :(

we'll hang out soon :) <33

we should do something for sheilas birthday next weekend.